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The feeling has started to sink in deep. It's this sayu feeling. oh how time flies. Ramadhan. The eyes of my heart is starting to see to some matters that i find it difficult to understand and visualize just with the mind. it's like a penghayatan kehidupan that has made an impact on me. To trigger matters in your head that you sometimes tend to ignore or simply treat it as nothing. Perhaps the connection wires has finally made a contact. Between the mind and the heart. I've got alot to improve in many areas. And it starts this second till the end. Inshallah.

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beautifully arranged piece on a 7-stringed. sentimental, peaceful.
p e r - o lov k i n d gren

it's about usd$5 for the score sheet on his webby. how to apply for paypal?

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Had iftar somewhere in changi rd just now with my family, and it was quite a drama. Well, at least i think we get to learn something from such experiences.

"Whatever has befallen you was not meant to escape you, and whatever has escaped you was not meant to befall you: If this belief were to be firmly ingrained in your heart, then all hardship and difficulty would become ease and comfort.

The Prophet (bpuh) said:
"Whoever Allah wishes good for, He inflicts him (with hardship)."

For those that are afflicted with disaster, glad tidings await them: so remain patient and happy with your lord.

"He cannot be questioned as to what He does, while they will be questioned." Quran 21:23"

- 'Aaidh ibn Abdullah al-Qarni, La Tahzan(Don't Be Sad)

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Apa gunanya janji jikalau memungkirinya.
Adakah kerana ianya hanya perlafazan
Yang bisa dicoret mengikut citarasa.
Hanya sesuatu perjanjian lemah
Yang bisa diretakkan dengan seungkap suara
Dimana letaknya janjimu
Dimana letaknya ketulenan mu
Inikah yang dikatakan lumrah keduniaan
Tak sanggup ku mendengarnya lagi.
Ianya tidak asing lagi

Alhamdulilah. Tomorrow will be the last working day (except sat) till raya. Wee. The long awaited leave. I just wanna drown myself in solitude and peace. No anger. No anxiety. No stress. No fatigue. No beep. Just =_=

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"When you wake up in the morning, do not expect to see the evening - live as though today is all that you have. Yesterday has passed with its good and evil, while tomorrow has not yet arrived." - 'Aaidh ibn Abdullah al-Qarni, La Tahzan(Don't Be Sad)

It's a beautiful sunday.

And i was totally awoken by a giant brown cockroach that was on my baju while i was in the toilet, partially blind(wasnt using my specs)

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feels really frustrating & disappointing.

just don't make empty promises that sounds so nice - ever.

it's yuck.

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everyday i wake up and it's sunday.

im covering icu wards this whole week till saturday. Which means top ups for all wards in the morning and standby for any med orders in the afternoon. In short, alhamdulilah, less taxing compared to my home satellite, which handles general wards in the main blgd - more chaotic, more human traffic. My right shoulder is acting up again. Must have been my bad posture and lifting heavy stuff. Mashallah & subhanallah. The miracles that can happen when a person is thought to be at the verge of death. And the wonders of diseases and the syiffa. With every disease that Allah has sent down to mankind, there IS a cure, and we are triggered to find it. A new disease or mutated kind is like a catalytic reaction for the R&Ds, a race to find a cure for the survival of mankind. There are the secrets that man are not revealed to, even if they are made of the best brains and bodies, uncovering the enigma of syiffa. The answer isn't always that. A = B? Not necessarily. It can be a (B + k) or wotevar. And it doesnt stay that way over time. And i agree upon what teacher once said, that all these wabaks, like H 1 N 1, S A Rs are brought down, partly so as to make us think & dive into the realms of knowledge. Think! Muhammad pbuh is first commanded: Iqra!. - Read. I've came to my senses of how freakingly important it is to expand knowledge, especially knowledge that can bring benefit for yourself and others.

"...Say: "Are those who know equal to those who know not?" It is only men of understanding who will remember (i.e. get a lesson from Allâh's Signs and Verses)." Az-Zumar:9