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...am I standing still?
Beneath the darkened sky
...am I standing still?
With the scenery flying by
Or am I standing still?
Out of the corner of my eye
Was that you that passed me by?

I've realised that what i thought was my goals, has not been reached. To a point in time, I find myself walking pointlessly towards something uncertain. And then, I would just stop. Yes, life indeed is uncertain and it can be disheartening, demoralising... It's like a new book you really want to get lost into, but it's sitting in the highest shelf, and the hassle of getting the book, turns you off. Perhaps i've yet to build a foundation, to support the structure which will turn out as the most beautiful thing you've ever dreamed of. Or perhaps, all i need is just the semangat yang kental. I have indeed been standing still where i am. Stationary and immobilised by my own thoughts and perceptions of life. Time to take a confident step ahead. It's a jihad(struggle).