. . i don't understand why some people can't be true to themselves and others. Just cut the crap and save the over emo-drama. It's tiring to figure out the story. And my ears are 'swelling' hearing the tales.
i just bought my first natural soap bar. okay rewind. since when did i get interested in the beauty products? ahh. the mystery. ;) thanks. and i picked the most morbid looking bar. blackish-grey with black grains in it. and when i went home, then i started to question why in the world would i need that bar, coz i cud have chosen a bar with a different set of motives for the body. i took out an old blunt knife, and carefully sliced it in half. and theres this really nice minty smell that just hit u. and a sort of black-hole colour cool swirl, in the core of the soap. and my sister who stepped in the kitchen thot that the piece of chunk is a metal bar. i must have used a pure diamond knife to cut it through.
Saturday, May 23
Time checked : 3:50 AM
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It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.
i forgot how much i used to love sp - simple plan. zaman dulu, all those coca cola pop rocks and punks.
i just ran with my youngest sis, emphasis - running. not jogging. she practically dashed off running, not jogging. and im so pancet tho its only pathetically 15min. heh. need to build up stamina to embrace the upcoming schedule ahead.
looking forward to meet up with the lovely people in time to come inshallah.
woah ohh.
Thursday, May 21
Time checked : 6:42 AM
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i say we press on the gas pedal.
Friday, May 8
Time checked : 5:44 AM
. . The musollah @the hospital is finally getting a new face - alhamdulilah. nice clean floors, proper ventilation, bright happy colours on the walls and a mini wuduk area. Back then the room was used as a temporary holding area for mayats. Interesting. You should visit the room when you're there.
I was in a dilemma when i just started work this morning. Got a call from one of the phar ma cists offering me somethingss. And i had to give her an answer on that day itself. Actually had structured it in my mind if i ever get this offer, to reject it. And i dotzzzz. I really hope my decision is not based on spontaneous reaction and influence from my collegues, but a solid ground to what i have analysed for tomorrow.
We live in a world of perceptions. We perceive things as it is. No one can see, feel, smell, taste, hear things like you do. What is perceived is dependant on the perceiver. And the perceiver can only perceive perceptions that is within our reach. If we were without our five senses, or entirely cut off from one of the five sense, we would never be able to perceive things as it is. Ponder.
