Time checked : 4:47 AM

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1430H. Alhamdulilah. I'm here, to this date.

Look up to motivate, look down to appreciate. Words of wisdom by teacher.

As time goes by, you start to realise that you're not the same person you thought you were before. Some jokes don't tickle you anymore. You find time is critical. You learn to cherish yourself and the people around you even more. Your heart is now more open and healed. You've felt strong connections with certain people. Sometimes you feel like you're just being too careful. You've somehow guessed the reason as to where you stand right now.

My next sequel, to be continued.

Recently watched the "alam kubur documentary" with intan @night in a dim room and real strong winds blowing. Sets me thinking that ultimately: Nothing lasts forever. But, diamonds. Random!!

Ok seriously. I've gotta find the balance. Perhaps abit more weight to the ukhrawi side? InsyaAllah.

Time checked : 3:31 AM

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"About three things i was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him - and i didn't know how dominant that part might be - that thristed for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him." - S te phe n ie M e y e r

T w i l i g h t.

The FEVER. I'm caught in it. Currently reading the first series, T w i l i g h t after i've watched the movie with Ayu. Found out that there are five series in all. It's like the Harry P o t t e r craze once again, only that of course the P o t t e r s are still in my top list. Tetap fan!

The movie was draggy and fast at the wrong time, and confusing as i felt that, sections of the story didn't quite blend well to the next part. The thing that impressed me, was the chemistry between Edward C u l l e n and B e l l a in the movie. ~Sigh~ That is what i call romance. It still has created quite an impression on me. The soundtrack, especially the baroque guitar fits the mood.



Also felt that the acting and slight modification to the storyline was a job well done as i find that the actual structure of the book was less interesting. It's like... can't be compared to how J.K R o w l i n g's style of writing. Sorry to say. Heez.. I love Edward's hairstyle and lips in the movie. Kk dah melencong jauuuh.

Time checked : 5:23 AM

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The best form of Jihad is a man who fights against himself and his desire. -HR Abu Dharr

I've been seated here for more than an hour, yet I can't find the rhythm to blog. So, that's all folks!

Time checked : 4:52 AM

Do you see what I see?


Time checked : 3:44 AM

One could not count the moons that shimmer on her roofs;
Or the thousand splendid suns that hid behind her walls -
An extract of a poem by Saib-e Tabriz, in Khaleed Hosseini's novel, A thousand spl endid Suns.

A really good book, that can make your eyes water and your heart feel for Laila, Mariam and Aziza. Good book for both men and women. And yes, I've recently completed reading it after a few hours not budging from my bed just to flip the pages.

New make up for my blog. Still figuring out how to get rid of the white "pho to bucket" strip on the left.

There's so much that one can do when one is not working. Duuh. I feel very much accomplished today for my first full day of leave. I can clean up my room..other sections of the house...go shopping...meet some frens...update my blogskin...Nikmat sungguh! Alhamdulilah...

Charging my energies...will be back in full vibes on Friday inshallah.

Time checked : 4:07 AM

Found that piece of reminder while i was brwosing thru the many files in my HD. Hmms.

I was 70% soaked in pure rainwater that kept on tearing down in tampines. I thought the rain would turn to a drizzle so I hung aroung in CS, window shopping. I can take the bus home, but i prefer walking home coz its faster and err healthier to walk. 6.30pm. The rain was still pouring like before. So that was it. I walked out in the heavy rain home looking fashionable, with a big black plastic sheet over my head that i kept in my bag dinosaur months ago. There's this big fatttt rodent or rat that i always see scrurrying in the wee mornings everytime i walk to the mrt to get to work. Anyway, i saw her again. Well im positive it's a she. She jumped out from a hole about half a metre where i was walking in motion, and i nearly dropped my black plastic sheet. I entirely froze in the rain likewise the rat. And it dropped its tiny one in the wet wet grass. It looks fresh. Coz its still reddish and hairless. And she didnt pick it back up and just fled for her life.

Oh baby.