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Sunday, November 23
Time checked : 4:31 AM

Woman was made from the rib of man,
She was not created from his head to top him,
Nor from his feet to be stepped upon,
She was made from his side to be close to him,
From beneath his arm to be protected by him,
Near his heart to be loved by him.

Random postings. I've been feeling lousy these days. This desolate sentiment.

Have some goals structured in my mind. InsyaAllah to accomplish them in three years time.


Wednesday, November 19
Time checked : 4:05 AM

My head feels like "flying" right now, and i feel like puking still. Nope, fatino, its not your driving that's causing my motion sickness. =) Somehow this song just makes me feel abit less nauseated.

I'll be working 8.30am 12 days straight starting from this monday. There goes my precious weekends. Looking forward for december. Holiday. Holiday. Everyone. Loves. Holiday.

"I am a little bit of loneliness,

a little bit of disregard

Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact,

that everybody can see these scars

What I want you to want,

what I want you to feel

But it's like no matter what I do,

I can't convince you, to just believe this is real"



Tuesday, November 11
Time checked : 4:10 AM

I was so jagged that i slept on the shoulder(s) of the person(s) sitting beside me in the train. Of course it was unconscious. Reallly. And i kept waking up in a trance and snoozing back until i reached bedok station.

I should be hitting back at my notes which is untouchable right beside me now. I still have 2 more chapters to go. O&G and Genitourinarry, and c a ncer & cheemoo. Looking fwrd to 2nd week of dec for my long awaiting leaveeeee. I hope that i can get a bright green light from boss.

It's feeling chilly.

And i feel like going for a holiday.


Monday, November 3
Time checked : 6:21 AM

Disturbiaaaa.

Need to have a short getaway. Will plan to plot a few days off in december. Everyone loves holidays. A moment to peace out.

This is where ive been so far since march 2008: preparing the discharge drugs / inpatient ward drugs / topping up ward stock / typist of the day / lectures and exams on introductory pharmacy stuff / collecting drug stock from the bigger pharmacies..etc - That's the basic workload. These days there is quite a high number of patients discharging and more admits too. I don't know how they contain so much people here, - but they do. ive got more duties handed over, insyaAllah coping and adapting with the other workload plus the fact that sometimes i have to cover ICU when someone does a *disappearing* act. Wallahualam..

Kesabaran ku dicabar.

Lately I've been feeling like this:




Please remain to help me remind my remaining self this:

"...and it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allâh knows but you do not know." Chpt 2: Al Baqarah Verse 216

Just need to be more sabaaaar, altho the situation may be demoralising and demotivating. Oh well...life's like that.

Looking forward for the weekends! Altho its just monday today. ...

And yes Intan, your also definately one of my favourite people on Earth. ;)




Sunday, November 2
Time checked : 5:26 AM

i learnt something.

it doesnt matter how much in cents and dollars it's worth.

what matters most is.

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